Location: Singapore

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

A spontaneous decision lead me back to my blog. Saw that only one post remained. I remember I had deleted all previous posts the last time I logged in as they contained too much negativity. Pain filled my memories as I read them, as they revealed my immaturity to deal with emotions and human affairs.

I checked all the boxes, except for one, and clicked on the 'Delete' button. I kept the post titled 'Training' as it was the only one that received positive comments. A pleasant warm filled my heart as I read the encouragements left by some kindred spirits I have not met, a smile unknowingly lit on my lips.

This is what I need. Positive thoughts. Now my blog is clean as a blank slate, a life start anew. I decided to resume my writings and jot down my experiences I encounter. I hope my English will get better over time.

I am looking forward to my life at university. After I completed my National Service, I readily join the workforce and realize the importance to further my education. The fresh blood that will become the new workforce comprises mainly of university graduates, it is crucial for me to achieve a similar qualification.

I am worried about my future, as I feel that the world is progressing in a bad direction. How will the society turn out under the creation of the new generation, that seem to degrade day by day? I do not wish to contemplate the dreaded outcome any further. I envied the older generation who had crossed more than half  of their lives, that they bear no witness to that future.

But first and foremost, I intend to take control of my life and labor to the best of my abilities. Perhaps, I will be able to create an opportunity for the world to head in a better direction. My aspirations might be loft, but my determination is iron-clad. I believe that hard work will not come to naught, as my future is built on the present.

Thus, I shall complete the 100 reps of push-up and sit-up that I planned earlier.